A healthful discipline is the sense of a balancing force and dignity being tapped within us, an order that is innate and yet perhaps alien to our usual manner of thought. Most of our habitual thinking has the character of infants, childish wants and dependencies that trigger shrieks of anguish when withheld.
Discipline can be helpful or destructive depending on whether it helps increase or decrease the flow of energy. When imposed in an insensitive way like an ideologue energy is ultimately constrained and destroyed. Does our discipline act as if to remove kinks from a constricted hosepipe or does it just turn up the pressure, increasing strain and the risk of breakage? Does it bring consciousness and sensitivity with it? In a word is it intelligent?
We can think of stereotypical old-style military training as one polar opposite, all we’re trying to avoid. Constructive discipline is self-generated rather than imposed, gentle rather than violent and is well-modulated rather than all-or-nothing. We are autonomous internally responsive beings rather than puppets jerked around to external concepts.
Discipline as in the ancient myth is the act of tying our compulsions to the mast to better resist or even avoid entirely the siren call of sensation. The sensations drift by and afterwards we wonder why we were ever lured by them. The highest use of willpower is in avoiding situations where we have no choice but to use it; willpower is conserved as a precious resource.
Conventionally understood willpower is nothing but a set of priorities skewed to one side or other. For example a required activity may be resisted ordinarily but as a matter of life or death is suddenly achieved with ease. Willpower is simply the present distribution of our motivations. The zealot, the fanatic – with a mind unbalanced – has huge willpower. Willpower produced from simplification offers a kind of clarity but it may be the clarity of the insane.
We may even need another word than willpower that emphasizes consciousness rather than self as the agent of change – perhaps “sense-power”. The motivating force being a sense of aesthetic order rather than self-defeating desire. The generation of will is unnecessary, a distraction and even counter-productive.
There’s no need to create will when something is clearly seen as harmful; your senses help you avoid it as you would any other danger. If a large hole appeared in the path ahead would you need strong will to walk around it?
If while walking home we saw an escaped tiger in the distance a clear and obvious course of action and energy to carry it out would come at once. Our essential problem is we’re partially blinded, don’t fully see the tiger and so are deprived of the jolt of true perception.
The lure of immediacy can best be countered not by “strong will” but by flattening time between a present and future self, restoring an equal balance between them . By seeing the complete picture we’re less likely to make choices unhealthy for the whole organism. We recognize reflex desires of the body for the transitory and insignificant instincts they are so that a different set of priorities can emerge.
Why is effort when directed at changing or confronting our desires – the stuff of the self – so often self-defeating? One part of the self makes battle with another part so waging an (un)civil war with no obvious victor or conclusion. Success in this sphere is not some innate mental “strength” but simply how we happen to stack our priorities. Stacked in a different way our “willpower” will magically increase or decrease. It may help to make these preferences explicit and write them down.
When thinking clearly the sanest, healthiest choice truly is the easiest choice. It’s not stronger will we need but sharper, clearer senses and the dispassionate framework to use them.